Saturday, September 25, 2010

Art of Lip Locking PDF File version 01


It's released!

I'm giving you guys a chance to download my Boys Over Flowers SoEul fanfiction entitled The Art of Lip Locking. It's a short story, if you must know...

And it's actually R=18 because of... erm... Byuntae content. ROFL.

Anyways, the content isn't that explicit because I'm not an expert in writing stuffs like those. But I decided to rate it R=18 because of the sexual implications.

WARNING: It's a bit OOC (Out of Character). You have been warned.

If you wish to download it... Click Here!

Also, you can try the link at the right side of this blog, under the title 'Downloads', you can also find the download link there.



September 24, 2010 - In the Living Room

Some things need not be announced, proclaimed, stated, declared or even spoken out loud… What’s most important is what’s happening underneath all the pretentious words and actions, what’s unspoken and hidden beneath the surface, what we deem as the things that matter the most

You and I both know… That after the game, after the chase, after all the manly charade you play in front of your so-called friends, you’d be here with me, sharing a snack or two while listening to the bands we both like.

This isn’t even love, it’s not even… anything.

You don’t know I like you. I don’t know if I like you. But I know as hell you don’t like me the way I hope you’d like me.

It’s like this one huge mass of chaos; messy, disorganized, unruly… Yet everything seemingly just falls into place the moment we’re in each other’s presence.

It’s like… being in an orderly state of chaos; a comfortable kind of chaos, might I add, the kind of chaos that you and I both share and prefer over any other sort of chaos.

We’re friends.

We got each other’s back.

For others, friendship is a treasure; to some, it is a boundary.

And for us?

Has friendship ever stopped us from sharing a comforting kiss when no one was looking? Has friendship ever stopped us from acting like two love-struck idiots inside a room-full of half-asleep students in Psychology class? Has friendship ever stopped us from being who we really are from each other?

What exactly is our friendship all about?

I badly wanted to clear every unspoken issue between us. It's been bugging me for days! I never realized how much everything mattered to me... And now, although I don't know if I'm actually in love with you, I'm starting to get really scared of the thought of losing you...

“Hey…” I finally broke free from the thoughts that were swarming uncontrollably inside my head. Funny, I seem to have been dazing off to dream-like thoughts these past few days. Of course, I hope you didn’t notice.

“Hmmm?” You asked while lying down on my lap with your eyelids closed. Have I ever told you how much I adored your eyelashes? They’re a spectacular sight up-close.

“Raph…” I spoke your name out loud.

“Hmmm?” You replied again.

“Raphael…” I spoke louder this time, calling your whole attention to me.

“Yeah?” You finally opened your eyes and stared back at me with a quizzical look on your face.

“Are we… Are we friends?” I tried to choke out more complicated words to ask a more complex question but the only thing that came out of my mouth was the question about our friendship.

You suddenly sat up and looked straight into my eyes as you sat in front of me. Without any warning, I felt your lips on mine in a brief and feathery kiss. It was your answer. It didn’t need words. It didn’t need any confirmation… but for me, that wasn’t enough.

I wanted to hear it from you.

“That wasn’t an answer…” I stated what was obvious.

“Of course not… I just wanted to kiss you.” You replied with a playful smile tugging at the corner of your lips.

This is getting painstakingly upsetting. Here I was, baring and betting everything I feel inside and yet, here you are, playfully teasing me. I hate that smile even though I feel butterflies in my stomach every time I see it.

“So what are we?”

You smiled genuinely this time and took my hand in yours.

“In front of them, we’re friends…” You said. “But as long as we’re with each other, Anthony, we know that we’re more…”


I don't actually know where I got the idea for this drabble but somehow, I ended up writing a confrontational dialogue between lovers who are both male. There is a transition from friends to lovers in this drabble and personally, I find it endearing...

As for the issue of sexuality, well, I don't really have much to say. My philosophy in life is to do whatever makes you happy, as long as it doesn't hurt other people in the process. I'm a pretty open-minded person so yeah...

Tsk, tsk... Who would have thought I would be able to come up with a rather very random drabble about sexuality? Free-writing does that to you. You just allow your mind to think of whatever it wants and allow your fingers to do the talking for you... haha

Free-writing... Hmmm... I like the sound of that. =) I'd definitely do it more often if I get more time.

P.S. I will be releasing the PDF File of The Art of Lip-Locking tomorrow!


Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Art of Lip Locking PDF File Coming Soon!

Yep, you read right guys!

I'm going to release a PDF version of my short SoEul fanfiction entitled Art of Lip Locking. keke


Well, I was thinking of releasing it this weekend.


I was browsing through my files in my handy-dandy flashdisk the other day and realized that I haven't made a PDF file for Art of Lip Locking unlike my other stories. I re-read the whole thing and got so engrossed that I decided it deserved to be saved as a PDF file for distribution. hehe

So you guys better watch out for the release of my SoEul short story PDF! It's Byuntae, by the way and is not suitable for younger readers. =)

See 'ya!


Saturday, September 18, 2010

Whoopie! KTC Update!

Don Juan's Dilemma - Chapter 11 of Keeping the Casanova...

This Chapter didn't include SoEul. Why? Simple. They're still having a Lover's Quarrel and Ga Eul seems pretty upset so I decided to shift the spotlight towards Woo Bin and Jae Kyung for a little bit.

This Chapter also drops nukes about the sexual lives of the F4!!! *gasp* Got you, didn't I? keke

You may notice that this chapter isn't as comedic as the previous chapters because I'm trying to lay down the foundation for future conflicts within the story. Also, this chapter humanizes Don Juan a little bit. It gives us a glimpse of his vulnerability beneath the tough exterior. =)

I'm not going to say anything more about this chapter so you guys should just check it out. =)

Hope you like it!

Oh, and yeah, I've been meaning to write personal replies for the readers of Keeping the Casanova but I just don't seem to have that much free time. I'm in my Senior year in College so yeah... Am busy as hell.

Anyways, I finally found some time to write personal replies! YAY ME!! XD

So, for those who commented on Chapter 10 of Keeping the Casanova, here are the replies! =)

__krazydaisy96 - I PAWN ANOTHER SILENT READER!!! Bwahahahaha!!! teehee Sorry for that. It's just that, I feel like I've done something really great to be able to make silent readers comment. =) Thank you for reading my story! I apologize for the slow updates... Blame school for that. T_T But I'm still updating no matter what, right? At least... Oh, and yeah, you've been added to the PM List!

__inday_yu - Ga Eul is a sweet girl and the baby is adorable but she's still mad at Yi Jung, right? hehe As for the mother, well, let's just say I've got things planned up for later... =)

__SwtAznStar18 - Oh yeah... Infidelity is really something that's hard to forgive... I haven't experienced it first hand but that would really feel like shit... *shrug* Hopefully, it's not Yi Jung's child.

__ 01x_baybee - Including an innocent baby in a possible prank isn't fun. =(

__Baby_joon15 - You think Ji Eun is the mother? Hmm... I'd rather not comment. Bwahaha! I'm evil like that, yo!

__xxSanityx - Glad I made your day! Hopefully, I made your day with this update too! =)

__iHEARTTyooh - Yeah... But our Ga Eul is strong so hopefully, she gets through all of this and finally have her honeymoon with Yi Jung. XD I'm so looking forward to the honeymoon!

__nina218 - Thank you. I'm trying to update when I can... Well, I'm still struggling. *sigh*

__sylvia_psf - Han Byul belongs to...? ME!! XD Joking, joking... =)

__isdupt15 - But of course Ga Eul is motherly! She and Yi Jung are going to have a baby in the future after all... keke But of course, honeymoon first. XD

__syalovee - I don't want Ga Eul heartbroken too! That would definitely break my heart! =(

__jaequeen - Glad you liked that part! I loved writing it too! haha Jae Kyung and Woo Bin make an awesome pair! XD

__lildragongurl - Well, what's a good story without some conflicts to go with it, right? I'm trying to build up some conflict hence the depressing start. keke But it'll all fall into place... eventually. =)

__alasdair_vahn - The mother's reaction is different than what you guys expected, right? Well, it's not really because I'm being inconsistent with her character. It's just that... I'm humanizing her. Some fics always has the scary mother but I'd rather have the character of a mother with a complex personality other than just plain scary or evil. =) I'm weird like that so don't mind me. keke

__kly8 - I'm hoping it's not Yi Jung's child too! Then whose is it?!

__corrupted.soul - Woo Bin + Jae Kyung = WIN!! haha You agree, right? *winks*

__wlimilk - The Sweden guy will come out again... In the future chapters. Let's just reveal one thing at a time, shall we? *winks* You've been added to the PM List!

__teresaa- - Babies. F4. Amnesiac. Monkey slave. If I didn't know what you were talking about, I'd probably think you'd gone looney! haha And to be honest, I don't think everything is coming together yet... I'm weird, I know. =)

__ yeongweonhi02stary - Glad you liked the end! I had fun writing that! haha

__paradoxist - I'll ask the same question back to you! Whose baby is it?! haha

__ trippi - You've been added to the PM List! Thank you for reading! =)

__dee:) - Babies are always cute, right? I love babies! Ji Eun's background and development will come later though... I'm struggling about which pairing to prioritize... Although I love SoEul, Jae Kyung and Woo Bin are irresistible! Argh! What painful dilemma! haha

__swtxlilqt95 - Yi Jung's Mom? Hmm... I won't answer that... haha Technically, Ji Hoo and Woo Bin doesn't have girlfriends yet... Just potential ones. XD

__Mizz_Ana_cutez - I apologize for the short Chapter 10. I'll admit it was a rushed chapter. I had to make with what little time I had. Hopefully, I'll have more time to write in the future. =)

__babsy10 - More like... I'm the evilest author because I gave them problems within the first few months of their marriage. LOL. keke

__batta - Was the baby planted by Yi Jung's Mom? Or is she Ji Eun's daughter? wahaha I'm toying with your mind! keke joking! XP

__noona - She'll come through it! Our Ga Eul is strong! HWAITING!!

__ iaimeyouS2 - haha I know, right? This is a completely different Ji Hoo than the one we saw on TV! But he's more fun! XD

__Ahr3um - Glad you like it! hehe Don't worry. You're already added to the PM List so you'll get a PM every time I post a chapter. =)

__cookielover - You've been added to the PM List! Thanks for reading!

__aliceex - Babies are lovable so who wouldn't be attached. hehe Well, Ji Hoo seemed the most dependable out of the F4. Who would have thought that he was the sneakiest? LOL.

__shar0nsaurus - Thank you for reading! =)

__Trixie9394 - As I've said, Jae Kyung and Woo Bin are awesome! haha Sure, you've been added to the PM List! Thank you for reading!

___mangga2711 - Apology accepted. And I, too, would like to apologize for taking so long to update... Life gets really hectic sometimes... *sigh*

___virtuosorosiny - F4 Babies = The Next Generation = WIN!!! I like the idea of that! haha I can just imagine the F4 trying to deal with their teenage daughters and sons... Hopefully, they get to be in-laws! That would be so cool! XD

__pers3as - Thank you! Glad you love my stories... =) It's really hard for me to have a fixed update time right now because I'm in my Senior Year in College. School is top priority so yeah... Hope you understand.

__belle6022 - Omo! haha Is this another Jae Kyung and Woo Bin shipper I see? *wiggles eyebrow* I see a sister in you! XD

__ rawrritsgracex3 - Not yet... Technically, Woo Bin and Ji Hoo don't have official girlfriends yet, remember? haha Nah... I don't think Jae Kyung and Woo Bin would include a baby in their plan... The baby's a person, not a toy... hehe You've been added to the PM List, by the way! Thanks for reading!

To everyone, thank you so much for the continued support!
I apologize for the slow updates...
Life really gets so hectic sometimes. =(


Thursday, September 16, 2010


I've got two things to discuss; one bad news and one good news (sort of).

Let's start with the bad news first, okay?

My Winglin account for The Crimson Insignia wouldn't let me log-in for an update or even to maintain my account. I've asked help from the Moderators of the Fanfic Community Forum but up until now, I just can't log-in to post a new chapter.

Even my accounts for Ignominy, Capturing the Casanova and Bittersweet Reunion are having problems. I can't log-in unto them. This is one of the reasons why I decided not to post Keeping the Casanova at Winglin. They randomly disable user accounts.

My Winglin account for TCI is already a few chapters behind from the one posted at Soompi.

I've already emailed a moderator to fix this problem tonight but if this problem persists, I will have to abandon my Winglin account for Ignominy and The Crimson Insignia... Hopefully, that doesn't happen... (keeps fingers crossed)

On the other hand, Soompi has all the latest chapters of TCI.

As for Asianfanfiction and Fictionpress, well, I still don't have much time to post up all the chapters yet... But I will be posting them up in a bunch within the following days.

For the readers of The Crimson Insignia who are reading at Winglin, you can still continue reading TCI at Soompi Forums (you have to register), at or at =)

Now, onto the good news!

I checked my mediafire account today and the download count for my BOF fanfiction story Capturing the Casanova reached a whopping 1013 downloads!

I was seriously surprised! =)

Thank you so much for reading Capturing the Casanova! keke
You guys don't know how much this made me really happy!


Friday, September 10, 2010

Impending Face-Off...

Chapter 34 of The Crimson Insignia...

I know this chapter isn't much, that's why I'm going to admit that it's a filler chapter. It fills the gaps between key situations I've planned for the story. If I could compare this chapter into the engine of the car, well, let's just say that it would be the cables and wires connecting the different machines inside the car that make up the engine. It's small, long, winding and tangled... but it connects everything. =)

Hopefully, you guys enjoy this because I will be dropping nukes in the next chapters after this one! And when I say nukes, of course, not only do I mean action nukes but comedic ones as well. =) I gotta tell you, guys, if you're reading a story written by me... you have to expect the unexpected.

I love twists! =)

By the way, I will be off for a 3-day Educational Trip to Manila next week. I won't bring my laptop with me and thus, that's going to three days without sneaking off to write anything. *sigh*

Now, unto the replies!


___-quiescent - LOL. Whaddya know? Taiki is a Miharu&Shin shipper! haha Thanks for the comment! XD

___cahaya - Whoah... I'm so jealous. T.T I don't even know if I'll have a chance to visit South Korea...

___LOO5LOO - haha If I make them kiss more often then it wouldn't be as special, right? *winks* I'm not really good with portraying subtleties so I keep the romance slowly building. It's more... thrilling that way, I guess. XD

___STEPHiiiEx3 - Shin and Miharu moments will come waaaaaaay later... but what's important is, they'll come. =)

___asianekawaii - Omo... Really? The secret meaning behind the kiss on the forehead is 'he trusts her'? I didn't know that... Thanks!

___betty_7_30 - I'd say the prankster is very obvious... Oh, I updated on your birthday?! Erm... Belated Happy Birthday!!!

___miss_dolly - I guess we can safely conclude that all spies are sneaky... And Shin is sneaky in a good way... right? XD

___seorero - Taiki's role from the very beginning has been the comic relief. He's supposed to be the annoying character. haha Besides, he's still lovable. XD

___popo_chan_xo - You've been added to the PM List! Thank you for reading! =) Akira? The brother? I wouldn't really proclaim that yet... The identities are still not known. haha As for the brother, well, there's a reason why he can't take over the yakuza clan... *winks*

___Princess_Wincyy - Did Taiki want to make them jealous? Well, I doubt he wanted to... But he sure did want to mess with them a little! =)

___SHINEjaejoong - I think the identity of the prankster has been obvious right from the start... haha

___SwtAznStar18 - Pent up frustration? I kind of like the idea of that... It's like a volcano... It just suddenly errupts! Oh, how I would enjoy writing the scene when everything simply errupts! Bwahaha! I shall build more frustrations 'til then. =)

___rainn - Ooooohhh... Welcome! Hope you enjoy reading! XD

___beef taco - I have a fondness for lines that make people melt and gooey... haha Shin was heart-melting, wasn't he? *winks*

___xXKymmXx - You're welcome! Hope you liked it! =)

___teresaa- - It sucks when I want to write but things seems to messed up and busy. T_T Makes me sad sometimes... huhu But I'm trying my best to write. Hopefully, I get more free time...

___babsy10 - Her bike's tires got spiked... Tsk... Stupid prankster.

___leighannechan - Glad you liked it! A kiss is always a welcomed scene, isn't it? LOL. Thank you!

___dyang4 - He sure did show them! haha

___xsweeetzx - You've been added to the PM List! Thank you for reading! Oh, and good luck on catching up! =)


___LeeYan1025 - Oh... I Soeul fan! Hello! You've been added to the PM List! =) Ermm... Although, I have to warn you that this is very different from the soeul stories I write... You've been warned. =) And Welcome!

Hope you guys enjoyed this update! =)